15 - Success

"Daydreams"

I daydream a lot. In classroom I always daydream when I get bored of the subject and when I am not

in the mood to study, I admit. Daydreaming is a series of thoughts, images, and sensations coming in
your mind during awake. Well, it was creepy because one time I experienced that I was daydreaming at the same time I was doing it, simultaneously. Mostly, my daydream is getting a successful job and a happy family with a big house (But not the mansion). I'm not that kind of guy that is hypocritical
and a pretender. I actually, do it for myself to meet my achievements and ambitions.

My daydream is all about being success in life. Sometimes, I noticed that when I daydream, I dream about my kids having fun on the backyard grass and my wife (or whoever she is that will be my forever) is cooking for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I see her sometimes smiling at me and it melts me out of my body <3. I see for myself that I am driving to my work and doing a lot of paper works and tasks. I sometimes see myself that I am drinking beer to relieve my stress but not smoking. When I drive home, I always see my kids stress of the homework yet happy because we are complete again and happy. But then I realized, where are my parents and my siblings living? And I am so curious because they are sometimes not appearing in my daydream, but I know that they will always here in my heart because I really love them and they are my family. Family first. Of course I love my own family also, because we worked hard for it and made it successful. The best part is we gather in our family reunion and we especially the siblings, My first brother, my second brother, my sister, and then me are having fun and talking about how things are going through our lives. Once, here in the real world, we talked about what we will look like when we already have our own family. When we talked about that, I nearly cried, but I just took tears from my eyes and I can't help it haha! So that's why, I don't want to separate with my siblings because I love and I trust them so much. We had so much memories for us.We are so close to each other until now :D.

Well, yeah, that's what comes to my mind when I daydream. I hope that I will meet this daydream of mine for my future because this daydream, inspires me. Sometimes, I'm scared because I think it's nearly coming and it makes my heart sad because we will separate in the future but I don't want to think of it because it will just interrupt my present but it will be my motivation to meet my success in life. I love my family. I love the Urquia clan. >:)